long hair or short hair ?

all my life i have grown to live with long hair. i never had no complaints till 2008 i felt i need change with myself physical change.... and that change was my hair. i felt that if i cut my hair i will be moving on from the past and on to something new. somewhat i got what i expected but along with that ppl responds differently to me. with the long hair i got the whatever approach but a lot of attention with guys talking the most stupidest things with me like money, cars, friends with benefits type shit. but with the short hair guys are a bit intimidated i feel it takes a while for them to approach me or they are very straight forward men.......... since i have been living with both hair length i would choose (drum rolls)....................................... short hair dont care !!!!!!!!!!!!!

im built to last !.... well for the mean time :( BRIEF

being in a relationship i've learn that i have great patience. i have tolerated a lot of things i knew i would never from another. but also over time i get tired and bored with the same 'ol hoo-blah. what is girl to do get a new job? smh :(

very short and sweet >need or a want ?

for the last couple of days i have been feeling a bit off then on. it cause a big confusion as far school, my relationship, friends, family, even my future. i have list of things i need to do but when i seee that damn list it is looking like things i want instead. i have potential definite potential but im not doing anything to excel that and thats a bit disappointing :( although it hasnt begun at the moment i want it.. .....(sigh) i will git it eventually it has happen before :)

Fake, FaKe, and +more fake

all my life has been consisted of fake people btw i like 2 call generic...well in other words they would be in my book. time after time i deal with pppl that think they kno me all the way but is surprise by anything i do and then im put n the category as a weirdo.. . now im not sayin im normal but im not crazy.my personality 2 others would be corky. and 4 that im weird, strange, dnt fold the the eowel like normal ppl lollz or im socially retarded cuz of it. it didnt bother me than but im fustrated now so fustrated with ppl that consistly pretend they get me for all odd years then all of a sudden they treat me like a step child. im not out to please ppl but myself and those who cant cope with who i am they can fuck off way off to the islands of generics..... cuz at the end of the day thats all you r gonna b FAKE

btw "Great Job"
and fuck your mothers

back 2 earth 2 months later

i can't believe im n ny its great around the ppl and things i love its fucking great. but then again it had it hard points that made me wanna just throw everything up but i stayed strong 4 myself no dsappointments for myself if the others r so disappionted like they say they r then so be it i rather them then me. i hav my nu tat and piercing my tatted up hand says "Great Job!" on my right thumb and of course my robot turtle my first baby thats unreplacable obviously give it such a good touch. plan on gettin another 1 a friend of a friend is sketching right now. jus thinking pplace 2 put the contraption lol . along with the tat i got a lip piercing didnt hurt as much as i thought it would my buddy ol' pal ty did the honors of poking my face up Great Job !

Jax isnt 4 me

i ve learned alot about myself and im proud that everything is going to work out cause im gonna make that happen life here isnt 4 me there is no other way of me putting it.my plans u guys r so huge and incredible i wanna b n a place where i love and is moviated friends and family is wat i need and its gonna happen....also im new to this blogging crap so ur gonna hear and c more of pod so get READY !!!!!!!!!!!!!